Like the title says. I'm sorry i keep going back on my words.
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This is my one way to reaching out to you.
Talk to me, will you? What happened to all the endless problematic induced conversations we used to have? Now you won't even sit next to me. What more talk.
I care for you and i love you, okay? You're not the only one with problems. Its called sharing.
I'm tired, i really am. I won't say anything anymore if you're not even gonna listen.
That was a rushed, angrygoodbye post. And i love my blog too much to leave it like this. SO. Let's try to end on a happier note. I don't mind sharing. Really, i don't. But there are just SOME things in the world that can't be shared.
They're too precious to me. I'm not risking it anymore. I lost too much. It's time to move on.
I've been so unproductive lately. The only useful decision i've made so far was today. I went to church. I went to church when i could've been K-BBQing. But nope, i still went to church. Yeeeahh. I might regret later, but probably not. Cause the power of God is well.. much stronger than K-anything, i'm proud to say. I might not have alot of good things to say about my church, may have absolutely nobody talking to me there, but it just feels familiar. At least there's one thing in common between me and my church, and that's GOD. ooh i sound holy again, thank God. but hey, i'm proud.
